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Thu, 21 Oct 2004 07:23:34 GMT

I had a good day. Up until I stepped foot in the house. Then I guess Im okay again. Got a new journal www.blurty.com/users/oxashleeyyy Ill prob use that one more then this one. April did my layout awesome. Well yeah leave comments there I guess.

Quizzezz..

Tue, 05 Oct 2004 07:16:40 GMT

Some random test thingers. Fill the first one out and leave on my comment board. The rest we'll leave up to you.

would you?
() go out with me?
() give me your number?
() have sex with me?
() let me kiss you?
() watch a movie with me...even a really sappy one?
() let me take you out to dinner?
() drive me somewhere/anywhere?
() take a shower with me?
() be my bf/gf?
() have a fling with me?
() listen to me if I called you crying even if you were out with all of your friends?
() buy me a drink if I didnt have money?
() take me home for the night?
() would you let me sleep in your bed?
() sing car karaoke with me?
() sit in the doctors office with me because I didn't want to go alone?
() re-post this for me to answer your questions?
() let me give you a piggyback ride?
() come pick me up at 3 am because my car ran out of gas in the middle of nowhere?
() tell me stories?
() go to the playground with me and push me on the swings?
() count the hours until you see me next?
() go goodwill shopping with me all day long?
() catch me if i fell....for real and metaphorically?

[my name is]: Ashley
[in the morning i am]: sleeping or entertaining myself w. movies n juice.
[love is]: Pain..</3 [i dream about]: Weird stuff..but they say DREAMS ARE THE HEARTS WISHES. -W I T H .T H E. O P P O S I T E. S E X- [what do you notice first?]: Looks. [last person u slow danced with]: I dont remember? Chad I think? -W H O- [do you have a crush on?]: Men are shitty. Didnt you get the memo? [easiest to talk to]: Its not easy to talk to anyone. This world has 2 faces. -H A V E .Y O U .E V E R- [fallen for your best friend]: Unfortunately yes. Disaster. -W H O .W A S .T H E .L A S T. P E R S O N- [you talked to on the phone]: Deb..or Diane? [hugged]: My mom. [you instant messaged]: April. [you laughed with]: Chris. -D O .Y O U / / A R E .Y O U- [could you live without the computer?]: Yes. [what's your favorite food?]: Chinese lately. [what’s your favorite fruit?]: Strawberries minus the whipped cream. [what hurts the most? physical pain or emotional pain?]: Emotional for sure. [trust others way too easily?]: Yes. Im coming to my senses slowly though. -N U M B E R- [of times i have had my heart broken? ]: A few. [of hearts i have broken?]: 3..I think? May of broken more Im not aware of. [of boys i have kissed?]: Oh you know a couple hundred. [of girls i have kissed?]: None. [of drugs taken illegally?]: A few. But it was back in my younger days. [of tight friends?]: 2. Maybe I left a few out. [of cd's that i own?]: I dont count. [of scars on my body?]: I dont know. [of things in my past that i regret?]: You dont regret things you learn from..so none. [of times ive had sex?]: Why do you care? I mean honestly do you want to keep a log report of it? -O.T.H.E.R.T.H.I.N.G.S.- [i know]: Everything. [i want]: Alot. [i have]: $21.00 and alot of other things. [i wish]: Lets not go there. [i hate]: Hates a strong word. I dislike a lot of people. [i miss]: Bri Lyons. [i fear]: lll never get my room cleaned. -muah- [i hear]: Sopranos music. [i search]: For myself. [i love]: My mommy. [i ache]: My foot and shoulder. [i care]: About friends and family. [i always]: Miss you. [i dance]: I dont dance. [i cry]: All the time. [i do not care]: about people who create drama cause they dont have enough in there lives. [i write]: When Im really pissed off and need to rant and rave. *It always ends in the garbage*. [i confuse]: Alot of people. -With alot of effort- [i can usually be found]: at home, with Michelle, working, or hiding away from you. [i need]: Money. [ever played a game requiring removal of clothing?]: No. [if so, when and with who]: I never have. [favorite place to be kissed?]: Another journal entry? [have you ever been caught "doing something"]: No. -A.r.e Y.o.u- [funny]: Sometimes. Exspecially when Im mad. [amusing]: I dont know. I can entertain myself does that count? [a wuss]: Yep. [a druggie]: Nope. Theyre gona get nowhere in life. [a gang member]: Hell yeah hold up let me shot this person before I finish. [a daydreamer]: Yep. [hot]: I dont know? [ugly]: I dont know? [dorky]: People say it kidding..or are they? [an alcoholic]: I dont define myself an alcoholic. I do drink on occasion. [a freak]: Hell no. They scare me sometimes. [a brat]: Nope. Angel. [sarcastic]: Yes. [a goody-goody]: No. [an angel]: Yes an angel with horns. [a devil]: I wouldnt go that far. [a good friend]: Yes unless deep down inside I really dont like you. [loveable]: Yes everyone loves me. [hated]: By many..but they mean nothing anyways. [sweet]: I can be when I want to. [shy]: Yes, but then I dont shut up. [optimistic]: Sometimes. [pessimistic]: Sometimes. [friendly]: Unless your really annoying and I cant take it anymore. [talkative]: Very. But not until I know you a bit. [adventurous]: No. [caring]: If I like you yes. [intelligent]: When I want to be. [four words that sum you up]: Everyone Loves Me Ashley -Concerning.The.Friends.(You.Claim.To.Have)- [impacted you the most spiritually]: Impacted me most Ashley [wish you saw more often]: April. [wish you could meet]: I met all my friends..at least I hope. [most sarcastic]: Kate. [wish you knew better]: Matt..so I could understand him better (sometimes). [knows you best]: Ryan. Even tho were not close like before. Like how can you shoot a deer w. a spotlight. [best outlook on life]: Things will get better. You have to forget the past. [most paranoid]: Probably me. Haha. [sweetest]: Brandon M. when he wants to be. -Self-Analysis.You.Probably.Don't.Want.To.Do- [your best feature (personality)]: I smile alot. Sometimes fake but its there. [your biggest flaw (personality)]: I can get really bitchy and jealous. [most annoying thing you do]: Argue til someone says Im right even if I know Im wrong. [biggest mistake you've made this far]: I dont make mistakes..I have learning experiences. [describe your personality in one word]: Your choice? [the physical feature for which you are most often complimented]: My hair when its down and scrunched. [person you regret sleeping with]: Another f*n journal entry? [height]: 5'3 [a smell that makes you smile]: American Eagle Cologne. -winks- [a drink you order most often]: Dr. Pepper or water. [a delicious dessert]: Cheesecake. [a book you highly recommend]: The Last Cheerleader. [the music you prefer while alone]: Country. [your favorite band]: Tim McGraw, Kenny Chesney, and George Strait. [a film you could watch over and over]: Thirteen. [a TV show you watch regularly]: I dont. [you live in]: A cardboard box in Moshannon. [your transportation]: My pap my gram or my mom. [under your bed or in your closet you hide]: Nothing. I dont hide stuff its all in the open. [something important on your night table]: I dont have a night table. my character traits. Open-minded: Sometimes. Arrogant: I pretend to be but I'm really not. Insecure: Yes very much. Determined: Depends what Im determined to do. Musically talented: Yeah I play every instrument..hell no!! Thats what my stereos for. Interesting: I always seem to amaze people in one way or another. Casual: Sometimes. Friendly: Yeah when I want to be I can also be a real bitch. Social: Most of the time. Socially noticed: Depends whos around. Underestimated: Sometimes. Unmotivated: YES! Procrastinating: Yes probably the biggest procrastinator you will ever meet. Feel priveliged. Strong: Physically..no Emotionally..nope. Special: To people who matter. Gifted: In my own way. Smart: Smarter than what people give me credit for sometimes. Moody: Yes very lately. Childish: Not really sometimes. Independent: Kind of. Up for a challenge: No. Hard working: No. Organized: Not at the moment. Wont be for awhile I think Im redoing bedrooms. Healthy: Haha. Sometimes. Emotionally stable: Lately Ive been wondering. Shy: When I first meet you. Difficult: Sometimes. Lacking vocabulary skills: Nope. Sometimes I deliberately mess up my sentences. Attractive: Thats your opinion. Aware: Of what? Bored easily: Yes. Messy: Sometimes. Gullible: Very. Responsible: Haha. Sometimes when I want to be. Obsessed: No. Angry: When you piss me off. But usually it ends in murder and Im happy again. Sad: Yes. Happy: Yes. Convincing: ? Careful: Sometimes. Trusting: Not usually at first. Contradicting: Haha matter of opinion here. Careless: Depends the situation. Schizophrenic: Umm not the last time I was at my therapist. LoL! Ill: Lately yes. Talkative: If I feel like talking. Curious: Very. Indecisive: Most of the time. Legal: Yes you can have sex w. me and not get in trouble..no we cant go to the bars together. Original: Matter of definition? Different: Yeah Unique: Sometimes. Ignored: I really hope not someone inform me if so. Reliable: Most of the time. Content: Very rarely. Optimistic: Yes. Polite: Yes. Deep thinker: Yes. Self-disciplined: No. Sleepy: Kind of I mean its only uhh 3:15 am. Lonely: Nope. I love my alone time. Mortal: Duh. Regretful: No not lately.

.Haha Sucker.

Fri, 01 Oct 2004 07:36:35 GMT

Haha you thought you were going to get to read my journal. -eh- Wrong again.

If you want to read it you have to get a livejournal account and add me as a friend. Otherwise your shit out of luck.

If you want you can also comment with your livejournal name so I can add you as a friend.

I -heartsies- you.

Muah.

XoXo.

Kisses.

Ashley

*Dreams Are The Hearts Wishes*

blah.

Quizzezz..

.Haha Sucker.

Dreams Are The Hearts Wishes